About me
Waiting.

Silently, still.

solitude.

delaying.



While time passes me by.

and.

I seem to get lost in the epilogue.

Anticipating.

Meekly, vehemently.

craving.

something.



Some better tomorrow.

found.

In a fondly remembered yesterday.



Delaying,

while, waiting.

quietly.

anticipating.



Neurotiy remembering.

Better.

lives than these.



Something binds me.

I can't quite pin point its direction.

Perfect.



Precise.

memories that I remember better.

yesterday.



and.

i can't keep from ideals.

too sane.

too calm.

remembering past lives.

a sign-post in the soul.

that says I was happy here



yesterdays epic lyrics

Halloween dress up.

hiking in the rain.

yet colors drain into grey.

bleeding into a pool,

hazier i cant re.

then i can tell.

they were mine.

i remembered it fondly.

happy mornings.

falling asleep to groucho marx.

learning through osmosis.



but.

today i'm still playing dumb.



untill the apocalypse swallows me up.

in an orgy gore personal self centered.

divine death.

where the spine falls through

the ass/and/the legs.

are.

pulverized: powderized: personalized:

mine in a sidewalk scraping outline



Everyday another sacrifical death of who I was.

Pretentiously feeding an ego.

a purpose.

i used to have.

if i remember correctly.



and if communication is difficult.

it's far too dangerous.

too complicated to understand.

because it's so simple.

i just need to bring it back to mind.

practice makes perfect.

and all i do is pass time.



waiting.

anticipating.

delaying.

playing dumb.



I have nothing left to say.

Nothing.

But the meek silence.

silent

Deaf.

Mute


It's been three years and I still think about you every day.

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